TD: Re: [CS-FSLUG] God Didn't Say That

[Aaron Lehmann]

> Now for anyone on the list reading this thread, let me ask this:
> 
> How many of you in a certain point in your life sat down and thought about 
> whether you wanted to be a hetrosexual or a homosexual? heck might as well 
> throw in Bi-Sexual. I don't think anyone here ever did that because, they 
> knew what they were naturally.

I did.  Or at least, I sat down to think about whether I was or not.  I
was in a position of being continually called gay at school, and after a
while, I started to wonder if maybe my attackers knew something I
didn't.

As it turns out, I'm not gay.  I am, however, fully convinced that if I
wanted to, I could become gay.  Gaining a physical "taste" so to speak
for men would be much easier than losing my current one for women, but I
believe that I could do it.  However, the only reason to choose to
become a minority is because it's the right thing to do, so I have no
reason to be gay.  However, as I was not a Christian at the time I had
my uncertainty (although I do believe I was saved, thanks to my
baby-sitter when I was very young), I could have chosen homosexuality
much easier then, as I was still trying to determine what I found
attractive in girls.  

I have told people this before, and been told that it's because I'm
naturally bi-sexual.  Hogwash, I say.  I am not an brute animal, which
must follow its instincts, or even a highly intelligent animal, which
will take some training.  I am a man, and I am the only one responsible
for whom I am and become.

The activist gays would have us believe that we are merely highly
trainable animals.  This is why I despise naturalistic philosphy.  While
I cannot empirically prove that I have free will, I feel that without a
belief in it, no other thinking is possible, or even concievable.

Aaron Lehmann